It’s the classic masculinity reset — perform success, prove you’re desirable, act like it didn’t hurt. But deep down? He’s still reeling. And in the middle of all that post-breakup flexing… he catches an STD.

Because if you don’t heal the inner wound, it’ll manifest outwardly — sometimes in the darndest places.😬

That’s the vibe of this week’s full moon. On Saturday, April 12, the Moon in Libra reflects the light of the Sun combined with Chiron in Aries — a combo that brings visibility to wounds we thought we’d outrun. Especially the ones tied to identity, agency, and the need to be chosen.

You might notice:

• That tension between being admired and being known
• A quiet craving for validation you didn’t think you still needed
• Some awkward masculine energy in the air — yours, someone else’s, or someone loud in the headlines
• A pattern where you’re playing support roles in other people’s stories instead of standing in your own
• Key male figures experiencing illness, physical wounds, or isolation
• More sickness in the world than usual
• Daddy issues come to the forefront
• Groupies having a moment.

This full moon is asking you to stop pretending you’re fine when you're clearly not. If something hurts this week, don’t run from it. That’s not failure — that’s the signal. I’ll help you work through it, not just walk around it.

🃏 Big Deck Energy: Tarot Pull of the Week

Welcome to Big Deck Energy—where I pull a tarot card each week on behalf of our collective to offer insight, reflection, or a much-needed reality check. Think of it as a weekly reset, a moment to pause and take in what’s unfolding. This week, I asked: What am I being called to say out loud — finally?

Here's what the Tarot had to say: Page of Pentacles

The Page of Pentacles corresponds to Aries, Taurus, and Gemini season (timely, innit?!) — aka the spring stretch that farmers use to plow, plant, water, weed, fertilize, and prep the ground for everything they plan to harvest later. The Page is not romanticizing growth — she’s time-blocking it because manifestation without a plan is just a wish and a Pinterest board.

This Page is your inner goaldigger. She wants the wealth, the strong body, the peaceful home, the work that sustains her. She’s not ashamed of her material goals — she just knows she has to plan the work and work the plan to get there.

So: what’s the thing you keep saying you want… but haven’t said out loud like you mean it?

This full moon, the Page is reminding you:
​You can absolutely have it — but not if you keep pretending you're not serious.

Say what you want. Write it down. Use a tool like ChatGPT or Goblin Tools to map out a plan for it. Then get to work like baby girl with the pentacle in her hand and a whole field ahead of her.